well welll welllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i went to see charlie and the chocolate factory opening day . . . . . . . . .

~~~~ im so tickled pink that tim burtin did this movie~~~~~ cuz it stayed close to the book them the first one it was so great . .. . . you can deffentlly  can tell that its a tim burtin film but he should have used more then one oumpas lol (mspelled) and i like the fact that even oumpas dont like watching oprah lol that was great . . . and im glad that there is more then one moral to the plot cuz kids these days need it . . .oh ya big time . . .

~~~~ there been things bothering me ~~~~

i thought i would hear more of my best friend more then i thought i would exspecially when i want to buy warped tour tickets before something happens that i cant get them cuz her mom wont let her drive anywhere far out places i hope thats not true it kinda doesnt like her to not want becky to go out with her friends cuz i know her mom wants her to go out and have i life but i guess im over worrieing but i wish she would want to call me back . . . . i mean dont get me wrong i lve hanging out with jess and wendy and different ppl but i i only heard from my BEST FRIEND once and hung out with my BEST FRIEND once. . . . . oh well . ... . . . .i guess i'll just stop calling and back off and let her decide if she wants me for her best friend cuz it just seems im the blame for everything and that wht i feel and has been for sometime now but wouldnt want to her that cuz its kinda heard to tell her something cuz when you do never her from her again for a few weeks then calls to see if you want to do something then it feels akward cuz it doesnt seem like its resolved it was just pushed back in the closet i wish it wasnt like that i wish she would speak her mind like i do and other ppl cuz she doesnt realize she hurts ppl when she "vents" on the wrong ppl i wish she could see it does hurt , i mean she says she does but it doesnt seem she does but see it seems like i have to second guess her i dont want to i want to know wht shes feeling and stuff . . . . i know shes going to see this and not understand and she ll get mad but i guess better coming from me ,i think. . .im going to stop with that before i start crying . . . . . .

JESS i hope your having a great time at new york remember next time you find out a date i'll go with you . . .ya know keep you company lol criss too lol maybe we should get togeither and get this clothing line going i really really really really want to do this im getting some stuff togeither but i could use your touch . . . i would like to get things going and make some money i could use lol who wouldnt ha ha ha. . . . . . . .

HEY PEOPLE . . . . .let me know when i could join you guys for some fun cuz i want to have fun too and get out more i feel like such a vamphire working these grave hours at dennys please get back to meeeeeee ~~~~nighters ~~~~